45th monthsarry message..=)

I am truly blessed that God has given me this sweet morning to write you something for our 45th monthssary together, together as a couple.Limited man ang ways to express lahat ng love na gusto kong mafeel mo for this day,I know you are just a prayer away from me But because I asked,I know it will be given to me.I pray by now,as you start reading this letter, that you will be blessed to feel my embraces and kisses.I cant be w/u 2day to celebrate but my love will surely reach you.who could tell me na after once in a month we would be celebrating this day being one in heart. Hahaha, medyo nakakatawa din kung irereminsce ko pa yung times naten when we’re just starting building the friendship. It was bitter-sweet, tearful-happy kinda times. hahaha! Never perfect, never completely blissful..but God truly had a purpose sa lahat ng nangyari and I just thank Him big time dahil He let me wait and reap the love na tinanim ko noon for absolutely, a sweet fruit of love. Nyikes ang dami ko din kakulitan and demands na I know nakapagpasakit ulo and nakapagpatampo at galit sayo sakin. And please understand na possible na di ko maiiwasan maging weak and magpadala sa mga emotions ko in the future,but with god’s help,I will do what He says,so we could walk hand in hand until the end of the race nang hindi ako makapag cause ng too much pain or worries sayo.I am just also asking na maging strong ka din for me on those times and dont give up on me easily.. I wont ask for super big things.As we know we have so many discrepancies, so many hesitations, questions and doubt not only for our relationship, but as well as within our self.. but no matter what it takes, for this period of time, i learned to love u so deep.. learned to forgive you when u crashed my heart.. learned to accept what you’d done.. learned to dream about future with you.. learned to sacrifice my pride, learned to smile when I’m sad, to sleep w/ sadness in my heart and hope that tomorrow everything’s will be alright.. to pray that you’ll not gonna say goodbye.. to hope that whatever argument were having, you’re still there, holding on.. to wish the impossible thing in life.. i learned to feel the true love.. but all of those, i never learned how to love you less in every waking day of my life.. thank you so much ney for letting me feel those kinds..I want you to know that I really appreciate all the time and effort na binibigay mo sakin and for our relationship..sa mga words na sineshare mo saken. Sa good intentions na nasa heart mo..sa mga prayers mo… sa mga pag alala mo.Happy Monthsary Ney and wish us both a happy life and strong relationship together.. and more months and years to come with fulfillment and harmony together..thank u for staying here w/me.thank u for d respect and kindness.thank u for being my all time happiness i love you so much baby and will love you more in every waking day of my life..I really thank God for letting me love you and letting me be loved by you. I love You.. mwuuahh!